Death is always an option.

There are days - and this is one of them - when John is very lucky to be ( worth more to me alive than dead. )

followup

Followup post on today's followup appointment from the subject of last week's copious TMI:

1) Fastest medical appointment ever. Appointment time was 4:15. I walked in the office door at 4:10, they took me immediately, and I was out the door at 4:25. (Don't tell my boss, I went home instead of back to work.)

2) Next time I have what I shall delicately call an encounter of a personal nature, it had damn well better be actually PERSONAL!